i dont know why it’s so important to me to be everyone’s favourite person. i could never be everyone’s number one.

but still. to find out you definitely aren’t is a bit shit. especially considering how much i’ve done for her. whatever.

kinda hoping i get the grades i need to go to uni so i can make new friends and become new number ones. 

the only favourite person i should be is my boyfriends. i will make that happen. soon.